Road To Ruin: From Tejas, With Love.

5 Years Ago

If someone would have told me I would give up & stop going to college and decide to join the Air Force in order to continue furthering my education, I would have laughed at them.

If someone would have told me I’d be pre-planning my Father’s funeral and dealing with his cancer, I would have told them to get the hell outta my face and never speak to me again.

If someone would have told me I’d be exhausted to the point where I could just sleep 12 hours and zombie across the day, I would have asked what they were on.

 I’m told I’m strong and that I have to continue being strong but I sometimes wish someone was there to hold my hand at times.  I know this is life and it’s not what I wanted & what I have to deal with but I can’t help but wish this nightmare was over.